Huhhhhh
Emotions orrrr thoughts or I dunno. Something goin on chemically.
Something like this always seems to happen.
After the friends go home after a nice long day with them.
I guess if I think about it, it probably has to do with the conversion of the extreme high I get when friends who I love are around me to the calm, tranquil low of being alone once they leave.
I think if I were to make a statement about myself I would say that I don’t enjoy being alone in a quiet room or being in a chaotic mess of people but most enjoy the controlled chaos of a couple of friends being rowdy and hanging out in a single room together. So in a sense I do like the chaos part but in a controlled manner. We can be sitting in a room and be as crazy and obnoxious as we want as long as it’s within that room and it doesn’t get way way out of hand.
That is what I love.
And every time I’m with this certain group of people I seem to get just that.
What else is on the mind?
I have to job hunt tomorrow. As well as all weekend in the Toronto (Etobicoke) area.
Going to the apartment to stay the weekend. Mainly to job hunt but also to go to a Serenity screening at the Bloor Cinema with Melissa and Margo. So that should be wicked. I actually haven’t watched that in a while so it should actually be a pretty exciting watch.
I drink massive amounts of water. I really love water and when there isn’t a clean source of mass amounts of it, it really brings me down. It’s so little to ask for. It’s only like the 2nd most important thing we need to live. Guess I shouldn’t be complaining though. Things could be a lot worse.
I only mentioned it because I currently am thirsty AND have to pee.
Today I:
- fixed up my Resume for jobs (not Steve)
- enjoyed a good power outage
- went to Aric’s and met up with Matt
- enjoyed the vast landscapes of Red Dead Redemption
- walked downtown to the Brown Dog Cafe
- welcomed Nolan to the mix
- drove to Alex’s apartment
- played a single 3 hour game of Munchkin (amazingly won by the host himself)
- drove to Sobeys for snacks
- drove to my house to hang out
- watched a Kurt Russell airplane disaster flick called “An Executive Decision” (terrible)
- had a fun time hanging out in the basement and watching The Simpsons
- seen them off on their journeys home
- blogged about it (whined)
*Note: This is not one of the blog topics I had in mind for the past week which is kinda obvious because this is spontaneous stupit, but it will do for now.
